This website was created to fulfill a vision; to be a place for my solitary reflections. But as I have lost my solitude, I have lost my depths as well. I have lost that reflective spirit within. Well, not totally, but it only speaks to me here and there, in between the busyness of life, in between communications and social media and classes and work. But that is not enough. I can see that my soul, my personality, yearns for solitary reflection. I feel like a pregnant woman, but my child is the unreflected ideas dwelling within. I have a baby in my head and heart, in need of being cared for, growing more and more in the womb of my soul, in need of being born some time soon.

To answer this need of mine, I believe, I will need a serious episode of solitude. I need to get in a room, without my phone, alone, and sit there. Pen and paper there, but not necessarily being used. Just me and myself. There, I will suffer if I must, and I will change if I must, but I will find myself once more.